What to do

On the way to work, I started thinking about what to do to make my life a bit different. But then I was overwhelmed by last night's dreams.

I had multiple dreams about you. Weird dreams. About you moving to another residence. I guess you made it clear you don't wanna be with me, and I should get the gist. But I don't know anything other than loving you. All my being and existence is solely devoted to you.

Many things I thought over and over in my head and none made sense. I am totally paralyzed without you. Going through life day by day without knowing what to do. I guess the best thing for me is to hold on to you inside my heart. My heart belongs to you.